~patrabyrne

Okay, so.

I've uploaded some pictures on my gallery.
They aren't great and when I get better, I promise I'll deleted a majority of those drawings (if you can call them that).

Anyway.
I've had such a bad week, and to top it off today was the hardest day to get through out of all the crappy days I've had this week. I've had exams all week. And I'm sure i failed more then half of them, Including the art exam. I had to stay behind 10 minutes after the lesson to finish my art sketch. Which never happens. I am NOT a perfectionist.
Thats why I haven't put anything in my gallery recently. All I've been doing in my spare time is revise, homework, revise, revise, revise, draw, revise, catch up with my friends, revise, read, sleep. But my dad is coming over to england from frankfurt this saturday, so things should be better, I plan on making him go to the art galleries in London. He doesn't seem to respect art in the same way as I do. Infact, only a few other people I know respect art in the same way I do. Maybe I'll get a scanner while he's here to and save my money instead of me having to buy one.

Alsooooo...
I'm going to Ireland on monday, so that will be another week that I wouldn't have added anything to the gallery. And currently my gallery isn't doing me much justice...

Anyhow, when I was walking home I saw some beautiful masquerade masks on display in a shop, and you know how you have déja vu, I had that feeling. It was bugging me all day- like hiccups that wouldn't go away. So I decided to lie down and draw pictures in my head. Then I remembered, it was the same feeling I had at the annonymous raid against scientology in london. I could feel a huge smile spread across my cheek. Even though I wasn't part of anonymous, I felt strongly for they were fighting for- Justice and knowledge, to educate and inform people about scientology. And now I think about it, if I hadn't of known about anonymous then I would probably be a scientologists. Thank God for Annonymous.

Talking about God..
Does anyone fear the rapture? I mean there have been so many horrific stuff on the news recently, the kind that makes you want to rip out your eyeballs. Personally I don't fear the second coming of christ. I don't even know if I believe in God, after reading the bible so many times I think I've lost count of the plot holes. I guess I'm an agnostic buddhist then. But in the bible it clearly states that God was to send Jesus again for the second and final time, when the world will end. I have a feeling thats sometime soon.
But Idk.. I don't like talking about it. I've been wrong so many times before in the past about stuff like this and I don't want to go all deep on people on the internet.

Ugh. I feel like I've been such a pesismist today. Its been such a bad day.
I'll see if I can note down anything positive thats happened.
-My cat brought in a mouse today. Luckily it was still alive.
-I grew close relationships to the people around me.
-I've been in deep thought most of the day.

urm. I actually can't think of anything else.
Right now I wish I was in Thailand. I may have been brought up here in England, but Thailand is still where I consider home. and right now I miss the land of Smiles too much for words. I just want to go home. On a bright side, I read a few of shakespeare's work. Difficult to understand at first. But hes a real genius when it comes to literature.

So I'm gonna go and watch TV.
I don't know when my next gallery update is going to be.
But sorry for being soo pesimistic today.